emily the hopeless

infertile life after IVF, waiting to start the adoption process (domestic, African American).. waiting sucks.

7dp trigger, 6dpiui#1, 5dpiui#2, 5dpo

Posted by emilythehopeless on February 25, 2008

uuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhh.

i’m in agony here in my extremely slow 2ww.. just for fun this morning i POAS to see if the trigger shot was still in my system.. and it is.. i got a positive HPT.. so ridiculous to see a positive test and know it isn’t real. but good to know that it’s still in my system. anyway.. i’m trying to hold out any hope that it worked.. i was so happy to see my high temp today.. it’s never been that high ever! but i am a pessimist at heart so i am convinced it didn’t work. i’m so worried because if this didn’t work, we’re going to have to take a break.. it’s just too expensive to do one cycle right away. :(

 

aaaaaaah! i wish i could fast forward to next week!!

oh and completely unrelated.. here’s a picture of one of my yummy vegan lemon gem cupcakes!!

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i made some delicious tomato rice roasted garlic navy bean soup today.. mmm.. i forgot to take a picture.. maybe i’ll remember when i’m eating it for lunch tomorrow.

i’m trying to distract myself with reading. i’m a huge dork and i’m reading an oprah book.. the pillars of the earth. so far i actually like it. totally random.

3 Responses to “7dp trigger, 6dpiui#1, 5dpiui#2, 5dpo”

  1. Rachel said

    Do post the recipe for the lemon cupcakes when you get a chance! Thanks.

  2. the recipe is from vegan with a vengeance.. so i feel weird posting it.. what’s your email.. i’m send it to you!

  3. Swim said

    Ah, sorry the 2WW is driving you crazy. At least now that you have POAS you can watch the trigger shot fade every day and then hopefully see the lines get brighter.

    I’m wishing you loads of luck this cycle.

    Your muffins look fantastic!

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